Days of Blah

Today is a day of blah, moments of mundane activity appearing meaningless. I wish to experience the excitement of yesterday's divine inspiration. So, I go into my prayer closet in hopes of repeating the day before. Oh, how I long to feel the arms of my Father rocking me back and forth allowing me to hear His voice from deep within saying, "I Am with you. You are Mine." I never want to leave this place. It is a place of surpassing peace, a place where  joy and laughter never cease. I crave the moments of the mountain high. So, I desire another yesterday. I wait. Yet, today is a day of blah. Why? I have my favorite scriptures and daily devotionals. My head is anointed with oil. Yet, nothing. My Lord, are you with me? What have I done wrong? Have I somehow missed the mark? I pant after the presence of my King. I sit. Again, blah. Suddenly, I sense my Lord gently explaining, "I AM on the mountaintop. I AM in the valley low. Do not seek Me in yesterday’s glory divines. I have blessed you with new mercies. Today, I give fresh bread. Seek Me not in a feeling. I Am more.”